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Waist Up Commissions
Setting Sail~ by Nyaly
Rival Flames 2 by Nyaly
Ayumi by Nyaly
These will take at least a week or more to complete. Please send a note if interested. I can color traditional or digital
Bust Commissions
Shakugan no Shana by Nyaly
Kyokiins by Nyaly
If you would like one send me a note :). I take 3 slots at maximum. It will take a week at most and 3 days at the least.  I can color traditional or digital art.
Cute Chibis
Commission:Chris and Seisei by Nyaly
Commission: Cloud and Venora by Nyaly
If you would like one send me a note. I take 3 slots at maximum. It will take 3 days at most and 1 day at the least.  I can color traditional or digital.

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Hi everyone calls me Nya. I have albinism. Its kind of a rare genetic mutation. You can learn more about it here! (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albinism) I like drawing animating and video games. I've been drawing anime for about 10 years now. I am a self taught artist.
I don't use any how to draw books or anything though I feel I really should have looking back...As you already know I love video games. I get distracted from art to play those all the time. I'm really shy and I have been told I act like an anime character on many occasions. I don't know if that's good or bad...:XD:. The thing I love doing the most is creating characters and worlds. It's been a thing for me since I was very young. I talk a lot once I get to know and I can be really friendly, I hope we can get along.





Current Residence: Virginia
Favorite genre of music: R&B, Rap, Jazz, and JPop
Favorite style of art: Anime and Manga
Favorite cartoon character: Sailor Moon Princess Peach (literally too many to list)
Personal Quote: "I went to college!!"
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My social life here and in real life has been a struggle for me for as long as I remember. Back when I joined DeviantArt I was doing okay socially, but I think 2011 was when I really shined. I took a chance and I ended up making many friends that year. Unfortunately I have always been a bit shy. I have always been the kind of person that hopes someone else starts a conversation with me, hiding and waiting because I feel like no one wants to talk to me. When I was a little girl I was way more outgoing. I would always try to make friends but was constantly rejected. Being albino didn't help... I was bullied all throughout elementary school, middle school, and a little bit of high school.

Being albino has a lot of disadvantages, but it isn't as crippling as some conditions. Albinism is basically a genetic mutation which results in being born without pigmentation in your hair, skin, or eyes. You also have bad vision and an eye condition called nystagmus. This causes your eyes to move around without much control. Being born without the ability to tan causes albinos to get burned by the sun much more easily than others. In the summer you will easily burn in 30 minutes of direct sunlight. I have always had trouble fitting in because of my albinism. Not only that in interests in my school days made it even more so difficult to not be the weirdo. Trying to become a part of group that interested me always resulted in failure because I never felt like I belonged which resulted in my next issue....  

My self-esteem and self-worth is currently at its lowest. I am never on good terms with myself and I am always struggle in that aspect. This ends up with me avoiding people and it's a hard habit to break. I never feel like I am worth anything. I also have serious problem socializing with others. The thought being around multiple people or children terrifies me, especially if I don't know them. I have in recent years made a few leaps of faith to become friends with a special bunch of people. Sadly I slowly stopped talking to them and I am often afraid to get started with them again... I never have anything interesting to talk about because I haven't been doing anything productive with my life...

There has been a serious problem that I cannot go into detail about becuase I doubt anyone would believe me if I told them. A few people know about it but probably don't remember because I have only told them once.The situation has had me pinned for several years now and the only way to get out of it is to move out of my home. Sadly I have no where to go and I haven't been able to find a job to help myself. I might possibly have one place to go but I am so hesitant....and it will cause a drastic change in my life if I make this step. I would also be a burden to them until I was on my feet and I am told that enough at home pretty much every other day.It would cause serious issues with my family as well. I need to take that step but I am afraid too.

I needed to write this today to get it off my chest. I have been feeling at rock bottom since late 2010 til now. I feel like the cycle will never stop. It's been hindering my ability to produce art and socialize. I make friends then I end up running away from them because I don't feel like I belong. It needs to stop, I have cut off contact with so many good people in my life that could have helped me through my personal struggles...I am constantly on a roller coaster of anxiety and depressed thoughts and they are hard to shake off. My fear has gotten so bad its affecting even the most basic everyday things. I don't even know what to do with myself half the time... It was really scary to write this, I might get bashed for it but I needed to vent and let you know whats been going on with me for years.




TL;DR I am struggling with my life 
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Final Fantasy 12 OST
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Water
I need help advertising my commissions does anyone have any tips or advice they could share? I could really use the help right now... I am not exactly in the best of situations at this point in my life and I am tired of sitting around hoping something will come across.
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Jan 26, 2015
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My social life here and in real life has been a struggle for me for as long as I remember. Back when I joined DeviantArt I was doing okay socially, but I think 2011 was when I really shined. I took a chance and I ended up making many friends that year. Unfortunately I have always been a bit shy. I have always been the kind of person that hopes someone else starts a conversation with me, hiding and waiting because I feel like no one wants to talk to me. When I was a little girl I was way more outgoing. I would always try to make friends but was constantly rejected. Being albino didn't help... I was bullied all throughout elementary school, middle school, and a little bit of high school.

Being albino has a lot of disadvantages, but it isn't as crippling as some conditions. Albinism is basically a genetic mutation which results in being born without pigmentation in your hair, skin, or eyes. You also have bad vision and an eye condition called nystagmus. This causes your eyes to move around without much control. Being born without the ability to tan causes albinos to get burned by the sun much more easily than others. In the summer you will easily burn in 30 minutes of direct sunlight. I have always had trouble fitting in because of my albinism. Not only that in interests in my school days made it even more so difficult to not be the weirdo. Trying to become a part of group that interested me always resulted in failure because I never felt like I belonged which resulted in my next issue....  

My self-esteem and self-worth is currently at its lowest. I am never on good terms with myself and I am always struggle in that aspect. This ends up with me avoiding people and it's a hard habit to break. I never feel like I am worth anything. I also have serious problem socializing with others. The thought being around multiple people or children terrifies me, especially if I don't know them. I have in recent years made a few leaps of faith to become friends with a special bunch of people. Sadly I slowly stopped talking to them and I am often afraid to get started with them again... I never have anything interesting to talk about because I haven't been doing anything productive with my life...

There has been a serious problem that I cannot go into detail about becuase I doubt anyone would believe me if I told them. A few people know about it but probably don't remember because I have only told them once.The situation has had me pinned for several years now and the only way to get out of it is to move out of my home. Sadly I have no where to go and I haven't been able to find a job to help myself. I might possibly have one place to go but I am so hesitant....and it will cause a drastic change in my life if I make this step. I would also be a burden to them until I was on my feet and I am told that enough at home pretty much every other day.It would cause serious issues with my family as well. I need to take that step but I am afraid too.

I needed to write this today to get it off my chest. I have been feeling at rock bottom since late 2010 til now. I feel like the cycle will never stop. It's been hindering my ability to produce art and socialize. I make friends then I end up running away from them because I don't feel like I belong. It needs to stop, I have cut off contact with so many good people in my life that could have helped me through my personal struggles...I am constantly on a roller coaster of anxiety and depressed thoughts and they are hard to shake off. My fear has gotten so bad its affecting even the most basic everyday things. I don't even know what to do with myself half the time... It was really scary to write this, I might get bashed for it but I needed to vent and let you know whats been going on with me for years.




TL;DR I am struggling with my life 
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Final Fantasy 12 OST
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Water

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Dark-Flame100 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy b-day :)
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Nyaly Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awww thank you!~
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Dark-Flame100 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Np ^^ Hope you had fun
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carma12100 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015   Filmographer
happy birthdaaay!!! :D
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Nyaly Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you carma ^.^!
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